Yawn.Yearning for my bed.Can I?nope.Why?FIA ca tomolo.

sometimes it feels really good to be withdrawn from the outside world.to be cope only inside mine.tired to debate the rights and wrongs.disregarding the concerns of the world as mine.it feels good.i'm drawing back to be in search of the hateless me.i'll be happier.

kids are a headache.screamed my throat out but little edwin doesn't wan to move a row infront.Phew.Sat's over.Taught maths,english,science,creative writing and letter writing.wat a day.can't live without water.

Thank God I got to spend my lovely sat n sun with joe.makes me forgot bout the tiring day with the notorious kids.

paving time for shopping.to buy the pokka dots dress i've planned for.if it can't be found,i'll juz have to settle down on a black dress and a golden belt.shoes?have not thought bout it yet.

spotty's sleeping with mum now.haa.grown attached to her.glad.spotty do not have to be given away.lovely greedy & a full of pee dog.love him.the whole family too.

Browsing through some recipes that I've searched online.Preparing, learning to be a good housewife in the years to come. Gee.

Sorry girls that I didn't attend the AGM.I know tat if something really went wrong.I would not be able to resist a fight back.Or a break down.I'm so unable to bring myself through the intensified atmosphere.Pray hard that things will turn out well.

1.44 am in the morning.

Good morning..

Thinking of the signage that we did for Qin

So beautiful

Mickey mouse? How can? Grins

It will be a beautiful birthday party for you girl. Love ya.

Thinking of buying a black & white pokka dots together with a hair band. Geex

Retro isn't it? Thou the theme is "Princess"

can't wait for your party. It'll be soooo much fun.Wish there is a dance floor where we can dance and enjoy ourselves for the whole evening. Please consider a disco dance floor k! And a champagne too

Spotty urined IN my house 2 times since I reached home today. Irritating.

TA's 2 days away. And i've not touched my notes until the last min when I've decided to sleep. ha. As usual.Tomolo's not too late.Hopefully.

My first day at the tuition centre today. Taught the kids on english and creative writing. The fun part is when the kids go "Helloooooooo Teacher Colleen" and "Teacher, can i go to the toilet?
" and "Teacher, mark for me" ..... My heart. jumped with joy.Kids are angels in God's eyes.Beautiful they are indeed.

Brush my teeth.Wash my face.And onto my bed I come!!!!

Got introduced to an interesting blog site today. www.colinandkera.blogspot.com . If you ever got interested in the gayism topic, this blog is recommended for you to browse. Obviously, it's mean of me to broadcast this to the public. However, if these 2 gays are determined to set up a blog, they should be prepared to be announcing to the entire planet.Equally.Anyway.Thou homosexual is particularly discouraged by everyone of you hopefully, the gays' blog has displayed a strong will in having true love despite the fact that both are male. All the negative comments by anti gays have not easily bring them down to their feet to admit defeated. I admired their will power.But that doesn't change my perception that gays should be discouraged.Gosh.Imagine what is the world into?Frightening isn't it?Laughs.And that doesn't mean being strong-willed will get you any where in life.On a fateful day, when you realized you've made a wrong turn in life as a result of your unfailing determination, you're already filled with wounds which no one could heal.

Enough of that, a number of birthday parties to attend in May. Shu qin's, Zhi ming's and Mei bao's.Well. Qin's party definintely i have to turn up.She's my bud ok.Sorry girls that I've already revealed the present by a slip of tongue.Laughs.Zhiming's party is too a muz to attend.He's such a big nice guy.Mei bao's party I won't be attending.Some tuition thingy will be on that day.And it occupies my only precious Sat with Joe.No No.Not gonna give up my time with him.Happy Birthday y'all.

Time updated.345am.345am????!!! Gonna say hello to comfy bed.That's all folks.Still then.Goodbye.

Ho Ho Ho!! Merry Merry Christmas~~

Had a marvellous Christmas this year. Presents exchange and all that. Used to have bbq each year for Christmas for the past 7 or 8 years, but we had food catering this year. Probably for a change or could be the mess tat we had to clean up after every bbq which is so much of a hassle. To make matter worse, no one is helping out. So, save it. Vanda came for the celebration after being missing for 2 years. Tat's good. Was feeling a lil' guilty for not attending church the following morning. Know y? Cos we played a dice game til 630 am and my head is spinning desipte the fact that i was alreadi trying to sleep. so, slept at 7am. Sorry Wei, i juz can't miss out the fun that we can have for only once a year. My cousin, chee min, brought his girlfriend. Trust me, she's total sux. ok please, i know I'm mean.

Yeah, Taiwan trip is drawing nearer and nearer. Thou I was kinda excited for the trip, I was on the other hand, scared. Me, by nature, is afraid to die! I hate to take an airplane. Juz couldn't help disliking the feeling of being totally helpless in a defenceless & gripless surrounding. Imagine u're in a plane without a boundary, or down into the ocean where u see no end. It juz sux to the core. Well, some ppl do likes it. It's like the opp, they hate being enclosed into a small area and feeling themselves being suffocated. Weird huh.

But, I'm more excited for our very own chalet on 11 & 12 of Jan. Thou it's juz a two day stay, stil it's better than none. Osm, u promised to do my hair ar.. Dun u forget. haa. Is there is bbq? I wish there was one. Could be more fun than eating out. N those who are going, please do not back out at the last min. Or I should put it, there is NO backing out at all. haha! 50 bucks fine.

Ok for the birthday girls' party, seems to be so far away. cos it's so unplanned. probably cos I'm not too involved. but I'll still try to be. Doing up the invitation cards now. Hope it turns out well.


Drop the topic, bout my Joe. He's realli sweet to me, except that he's starting to get sticky with me. I dun mean that being sticky with me is wrong. juz that when i'm not by his side, he starts to be emotional easily. Maybe juz for this period of time cos it's a like a changing of lifestyle after getting out of the darn camp. He needs me more than before but i juz couldn't make enough time for him cos of the Christmas celebration. Sorry dear. I used to get on his nerve for getting mad at him for not meeting me as often as he could. Now it's my turn. haha! not much of a problem though. Juz have to coax him a lil' more. hee, that's easy. He've got me a Christmas prezzy. me, none. haha. Probably I'll juz get him a topshop jeans which he has been eyeing for a long time. eh, He've got me an Adidas top and shorts. Thanks dar~ I promise to meet u as soon as i can. Muackies.