small lil' prayer

oh lord,

please forgive me as a bad girl who skipped church for so long. i really wish to be back again. singing and pleasing you. please grant me the discipline to do so. i do miss church so much. i miss the people. i miss everything.

exams are coming. i dun fear for you'll be with me. i just need more strength and energy to make myself to study. i cant depend on myself but you. please showered me and my friends with your wisdom.

friends around me have been kinda disappointing recently. i dun wanna judge. i dun wanna hate. just wanna love them like you love us. take away all the unpleasant tots in my heart. also help them to learn how to love another and stop blabbering bout others. i pray for you to bless us with your abundant love and care.

i dunno what to do. should i study or should i not. let me listen to your ways and plans you have for me. guide me and lead me. i wanna live the life you wanna me to.

Amen