felt uneasy without blogging for 2 days. haha. but here i am again!! it's going to be long. so be prepared! haa.

sales was good at causeway JL. my nail polish counter was almost emptied! but it also brought angry eyes upon me. the aunties and girls over there are apparently jealous over my brisk sales. there's no doubt that they will talk behind my back. and please loh, can anyone imagine that i was being scolded by an auntie for selling my ONE miserable lip gloss! pathetic her. taking sales so hard, accusing me of stealing her customer.

little did she knows that I was the one serving her FIRST! speechless.

and i was feeling bad that whenever anyone came over my counter with products of other brands, they will end up putting them back and bought mine. but what can I do?? i couldn't possibly ask them not to buy mine right! turned out that there were customers who left other products on my counter and I have to iterally put them back myself, and the promoters were like staring at me without blinking, thinking I cut their sales.

childish old women.

whatever it is, I would like to sing a song for our dear Min!

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to Min....
happy birthday to you

=)

they celebrated for her yesterday but sad as it is, i cant go loh. cos of stupid work. but she will understand one, right girl? =)
hua and wet came looking for me after work and note, it's at 1030pm ok! big sacrifice for hua cos she lives so far away and have to travel back alone. poor ger. we used to travel back home together from causeway.

girls, we have to make it a point to meet at least twice or trice month ok. for dinner or something. love ya! hugssss

starting work on wednesday. everything seems to be moving smoothly but my schedule is soooo packed. hmm.. let's see.. supposed every month I earn 1.8, then:

CPF $360
monthly savings $500 to be kept by auntie
Insurance $100 - plan to get one from NTUC as recommended by dear uncle
Mobile bill $50 hopefully
internet bill $58, maybe will get mum to pay that. hee.
CPF repayment $100
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remaining a miserable sum of $632 disposable income

where got enough!!! joe spent a thousand every month loh. moreover it's me, Colleen! the glutton and the money wasting queen. but shall learn to scrimp and save from now. aiyah dunno la. so hard to control fianance. worst, I'd thought of things to buy already:

new sets of working clothes which I have none of it now!
new pairs of shoes
Estee lauder Cyber white whitening Essence. I can tell you it's super super good. you can feel the immediate effect. but it cost a bomb. $145 for a bloody small bot.

thinking about 4 years back when I took on a job which allows me to earn $100 min per day. In less than 15 days, I've earned around $1.3k. guess what's that?
well, it's outdoor sales. during those days, I can afford to bring home 5 pairs of brand new shoes home in a day shopping. its too many until wei have to bring some home for me in case mum scolds me. haa. but its definitely hard work.
now, it's not even a new pair of shoe for months. haha. but good food!! it's no wonder why Im fat and round. haa. but i dun care. as long im happy, nothing else matters. the outer apperance doesn't makes me low in confidence. I am me, Colleen, that God created me to be, the one and only me! thank God! smile!

just yesterday, for the first time, Aunt made a remark that caught my attention. ever since my grandad's death, it's the very first time she accepted the fact that he's already in Heaven. and this morning, she said maybe in future, there's odd to be technology which allows human to die and go up to visit Heaven and down to Hell, just to make sure that there's Heaven and Hell as stated in the Bible. I was like, wow, its an improvement man. from someone who totally believed that nothing in the Bible is true, is now pondering over the fact that maybe it is.

oooo... so late.. i need sleep. going for body check up tomolo morning. shall update soon. bye