something bout Fiona Xie i read about from the magazine yesterday while waiting in the clinic.

well. she claimed she had suffered much from pain and suffering she's been through but no one could really sees that. She was looked upon always as the endorsement girl but not a girl in real life situation.

a girl been judged based on the surface. that's what normal people does. the reality world is indeed so cruel. hmmm.... sad....

but what made me mad!!!!! was the doctor who attended to me yesterday.

i had problems with my gastric for like years i could hardly remember. seen countless of doctors and all of them gave me sound advice. just too bad their medicine doesnt seems to take any effect on me. so yesterday, i was struck with the pain again. i visited the family clinic nearby.

as usual, clinic usually opens at 630pm in the evening. wanting to be the first to be seen, i reached at 620 and started waiting. i was crying out in pain and yet, waiting for the stupid assistants to slowly buy their dinner, open the door and close it again. nvm, i waited loh!

640, it's finally opened. but what's the use of opening at supposely 630 but now 640, and the doctor is not even present yet!!! she came in at 7pm loh!!!!

nvm..... i ren. by then, half of my pain is gone. i went in, she examined my tummy. said it's just bloated and stuff.

"but this problem has been persisting for a very very long time" me

"since you only have it once to twice a month, what do you wan to do about it?!?" stupid doc

"huh? you mean I have to live with it for the rest of my life???" me

"then what you want me to do about it?" doc

big fat madness!!! crazy woman!! who is being the doctor here? asking me back my own question. brainless piece of faeces.

"ok then. so what should I eat and what shouldn't I eat?" me - trying to forgive her

"er. this I can't help you. You have to find out for yourself what have you eaten to cause you the pain."

wa lao... as if this I dunno. she's really no different from a pig loh. telling me constructive answers which any could know

"at least there's a range of food not to eat that causes gas in your stomach right?" me

"sorry. i can't help you. you have to find out for yourself"

at this point, im going so wild!!! Slamming the door while getting her out of my sight. bloody old cocky woman. i can literally slap her if she keeps telling me the same thing.

but at least the med works better on me.